day 66: how is it...

How is it possible to be so not alone and yet be so lonely?

I haven't heard from Aaron for six days now. It's really starting to wear on me.

All around me are reminders of him. His stuff. Our stuff.

Everywhere I go, I see people together. In twos. Not fair.

The girls are downstairs, playing Uno. The Little Mermaid playing on the tv. There's a big bowl of popcorn sitting in the middle of them. They're getting along (for now). The windows are all open, letting the fresh/slightly muggy summery air in. For all intents and purposes, this should be a good Friday night.

But it's really not.