day 204: the best thing I've heard in a long time

It was short and sweet.

But it simply was the best thing I've heard in a long time.

Read it here.

And then, as I'm keeping an eye on the updates of the groups of Marines from his battalion that are starting to arrive home. One of which is tonight. And then I want to cry and scream. Am I so terrible that I don't feel happy for them? And that I don't really feel sad? But more so, I'm just really jealous.

(it's okay, I can take it. that is terrible of me. human, yet terrible.)

sigh

Perhaps it'll be another night for coffee.